reintroduce

Blogs are so strange because you can drop them for years upon years and come back to them and post something new right along a written version of yourself from five years prior. That's really mind-blowing, to see and recall your brain process before major life changes leading you to become the person that you are in the process have occurred and remember it exactly, and to juxtapose it against who you are now. Really weird.

I'm struggling with some heavy topics in my mind lately, not in a negative way but just struggling to think through them and figure out my perspective. There are really so many, but I'll write about a few that I can remember and articulate.

I want to get back to being the soul that I used to be, if that makes sense. I want to come through this enlightenment and regain my self-identity that I once knew clearly and strongly, but only act the way I would in light of this new knowledge. I lost myself in the process for a long time.